Writing Challenge: My Suicidial Letter

As a challenge as part of a writing group am in i was told to write my suicidal letter so here goes. Just prefacing so not to scare folks.... I am alive and well and have never thought of killing my self but i had to go to a very far and deep place and when i did this is what came up, To the people that i hold dear to my heart i thank you for letting me be apart of your life. Life has been an roller coaster that I can no longer live anymore. I wake up daily trying to keep a smile on my face but on the inside I dead and have been dead for years now but every day i muster up the strength to open my eyes and continue the work of the people because I have too continue making a difference in society and be something that sometimes is hard to be and smile. I can not take the pain and hurt anymore. So this is my farewell song its been fun while it latest. Dont be sad for me I did my work and I am happy for the time being on this earth all i ask is that you all do the work of the people and continue to smile everyday.

Video: Next Chapter | Cissy Houston (FULL EPISODE)

Last night on the OWN Network we finally heard from Cissy Houston the mother of Whitney Houston and she did not hold back her feelings on everything from whitney's sexuality rumors, to bobby brown, the drug use, to the reality show "The Houstons on our own and so much more. Ms. Houston sat down with Oprah for an in-depth interview get into the interview below.
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NEW MUSIC: “Suit & Tie” by JustinTimberlake featuring JayZ

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RSXMLIVE presents St. Maarten Memorial Day Weekend May 23-28 2013

For the last few years thousands of Black Gays and Lesbians flock to Atlanta,NYC,DC, and Miami to kick start their summer vacation. Well Nathan H. Williams party promoter here in NYC along with the San Juan Brothers have team up to bring you a new and exciting destination to venture too I present to you RSXMLIVE at St. Maarten. Log on to www.rsxmlive.com for more information to start planning your trip now.... See you in St. Maarten.

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150 years ago today We Were Freed Emancipation Proclamation January 1, 1863

The Emancipation Proclamation is 150 Years Old Today and on this day

Issued by Abraham Lincoln on January 1, 1863, the Emancipation Proclamation declared "all persons held as slaves within any State or designated part of a State, the people whereof shall then be in rebellion against the United States, shall be then, thenceforward, and forever free." Although the Emancipation Proclamation did not end slavery, it did change the basic character of the Civil War. Instead of waging a war to restore the old Union as it was before 1861, the North was now fighting to create a new Union without slavery. The proclamation also authorized the recruitment of African Americans as Union soldiers. By the end of the Civil War, approximately 180,000 African Americans had served in the Union army and 18,000 in the navy.

Happy New Year 2013

Here to a fresh start and to a bigger and better 2013. Thanks for a great 2012 lets make 2013 even better. Shine on folks....