Friday, December 19, 2014

damn am i sprung?

Damn i am sprung?

HE got me bad damn why am i thinking of him and it was only a brief encounter.
He got me blown away and he didnt even open his mouth just looking into his eyes.
He got me wanting him like no other for some damn reason that i think i am sprung.
He got me jacking off to our brief moment of intimacy. Damn i cum all over myself alot.
He had this strut bout him that made me weak in the knees and had my heart racing.
He was 6'1 180 light skin with a low fade and goatee that was nicely trimmed. He wore a crisp brown slacks and a button down shirt with loafers. and was smelling good as i first made eye contact with him i knew i had to have him. He had all the qualities that i looked for in Mr Right, damn or damn not all i had to do was walk up to him and the rest would be history.


......To Be Continued.......

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Patrik Ian Polk's Blackbird Film to hit theaters 2/20/15






I am pleased to announce that film "Blackbird" has a release date of February 20th, 2015 to hit theaters.
The film has been doing the film festival circuit for majority of 2014 through out the country as well as being screened internationally and has received nothing, but positive feedback and accolades.
Based on the novel by Larry Duplechan, Blackbird is a powerful coming-of-age story about 17-year-old Randy Rousseau. A devout high school choir boy, Randy is struggling to come to terms with his sexuality in a small, religiously-conservative Mississippi town he calls home. Randy juggles his role as star of the church choir while facing the everyday trials of life as a high school misfit. Complicating matters, his little sister has gone missing and his parents have subsequently split up, leaving him to care for his heartbroken mother, Claire. When Claire discovers the shocking secret her son has been hiding, she blames him for the disappearance of his sister. Randy’s father, Lance, who has been keeping a watchful eye on his broken family, steps in to give his son a hand as he struggles to make the difficult transition into manhood.

The film stars Oscar winner Mo’Nique, Isaiah Washington, Terrell Tilford, Julian Walker, Gary L. Gray, Kevin Allesee, Torrey Laamar, Nikki Jane and D. Woods.

Below is the trailer for the film which I have seen twice, i can say with confidence that you will thoroughly enjoy this movie and that is my promise to you. Congrats to Patrik Ian Polk on what will be his 4th film feature. 






46th Annual NAACP Image Awards Nominee announced Feb 6 on TV One 8pm





The 46th Annual NAACP Image Awards Nominee were just announced which will take place on Feb 6 in LA and will be broadcast LIVE on TV One with the red carpet airing at 8pm and the show starting at 9pm. Below are the nominees of this years award.

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Outstanding New Artist - , , , ,

Outstanding Female Artist - , , , ,

Outstanding Male Artist - , , , ,

Outstanding Song - , , , ,

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Entertainer of the Year - , , , , , ,


Here is a list of Image Award nominees in the film and television categories:
MOTION PICTURE
Outstanding Motion Picture 
“Belle” (Fox Searchlight Pictures/ DJ Films)
“Beyond The Lights” (Relativity Media)
“Dear White People” (Lionsgate and Roadside Attractions)
“Get On Up” (Universal Pictures)
“Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Outstanding Actor in a Motion Picture
Chadwick Boseman – “Get On Up” (Universal Pictures)
David Oyelowo – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Denzel Washington – “The Equalizer” (Columbia Pictures)
Idris Elba – “No Good Deed” (Screen Gems)
Nate Parker – “Beyond The Lights” (Relativity Media)
Outstanding Actress in a Motion Picture
Gugu Mbatha-Raw – “Belle” (Fox Searchlight Pictures/ DJ Films)
Quvenzhan√© Wallis – “Annie” (Columbia Pictures)
Taraji P. Henson – “No Good Deed” (Screen Gems)
Tessa Thompson – “Dear White People” (Lionsgate and Roadside Attractions)
Viola Davis – “The Disappearance of Eleanor Rigby” (The Weinstein Company)
Outstanding Supporting Actor in a Motion Picture
Andr√© Holland – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Cedric the Entertainer – “Top Five” (Paramount Pictures)
Common – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Danny Glover – “Beyond The Lights” (Relativity Media)
Wendell Pierce – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Motion Picture
Carmen Ejogo – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Jill Scott – “Get On Up” (Universal Pictures)
Octavia Spencer – “Get On Up” (Universal Pictures)
Oprah Winfrey – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Viola Davis – “Get On Up” (Universal Pictures)
Outstanding Independent Motion Picture
“Belle” (Fox Searchlight Pictures/ DJ Films)
“Dear White People” (Lionsgate and Roadside Attractions)
“Half of a Yellow Sun” (monterey media inc.)
“JIMI: All Is By My Side” (XLrator Media)
“Life of a King” (Animus Films/Serena Films)
DOCUMENTARY
Outstanding Documentary – (Film)
“Documented” (Apo Anak Productions)
“Finding Fela” (Jigsaw Productions)
“I Am Ali” (Focus World/Fisheye Films)
“Keep On Keepin On” (RADiUS)
“Through A Lens Darkly: Black Photographers and the Emergence of a People” (Chimpanzee Productions, Inc.)
Outstanding Documentary – (Television)
“American Experience: Freedom Summer” (PBS)
“Bad Boys” (ESPN)
“Mr. Dynamite: The Rise of James Brown” (HBO)
“Rand University” (ESPN)
“The War Comes Home: Soledad O’Brien Reports” (CNN)
WRITING
Outstanding Writing in a Comedy Series
Aisha Muharrar – “Parks and Recreation” – Ann & Chris (NBC)
Brigette Munoz-Liebowitz – “Brooklyn Nine-Nine” – Road Trip (FOX)
Mindy Kaling – “The Mindy Project” – Danny and Mindy (FOX)
Regina Hicks – “Instant Mom” – A Kids’s Choice (Nickelodeon and Nick@Nite)
Sara Hess – “Orange is the New Black” – It Was the Change (Netflix)
Outstanding Writing in a Drama Series
Erika Green Swafford – “How to Get Away with Murder” – Let’s Get To Scooping (ABC)
Mara Brock Akil – “Being Mary Jane” – Uber Love (BET)
Warren Leight, Julie Martin – “Law & Order: SVU” – American Disgrace (NBC)
Zahir McGhee – “Scandal” – Mama Said Knock You Out (ABC)
Zoanne Clack – “Grey’s Anatomy” – You Be Illin’ (ABC)
Outstanding Writing in a Television Movie
Karin Gist, Regina Hicks – “Drumline: A New Beat” (VH1)
Reggie Bythewood – “Gun Hill” (BET)
Sharon Brathwaite, Peres Owino – “Seasons of Love” (Lifetime Networks)
Shernold Edwards – “A Day Late and a Dollar Short” (Lifetime Networks)
Sterling Anderson, Maria Nation – “The Gabby Douglas Story” (Lifetime Networks)
Outstanding Writing in a Motion Picture
Chris Rock – “Top Five” (Paramount Pictures)
Justin Simien – “Dear White People” (Roadside Attractions and Lionsgate)
Margaret Nagle – “The Good Lie” (Alcon Entertainment)
Misan Sagay – “Belle” (Fox Searchlight Pictures/ DJ Films)
Richard Wenk – “The Equalizer” (Columbia Pictures)
DIRECTING
Outstanding Directing in a Comedy Series
Ken Whittingham – “Parks and Recreation” – Prom (NBC)
Ken Whittingham – “The Mindy Project” – Think Like a Peter (FOX)
Linda Mendoza – “Bad Judge” – One Brave Waitress (NBC)
Reginald Hudlin – “Bad Judge” – Knife to a Gunfight (NBC)
Stan Lathan – “Real Husbands of Hollywood” – No New Friends (BET)
Outstanding Directing in a Drama Series
Anton Cropper – “Suits” – One-Two-Three Go… (USA)
Carl Franklin – “House of Cards” – Chapter 14 (Netflix)
Cary Joji Fukunaga – “True Detective” – Who Goes There (HBO)
Hanelle Culpepper – “Criminal Minds” – The Edge of Winter (CBS)
Millicent Shelton – “The Divide” – And the Little Ones Get Caught (WE tv)
Outstanding Directing in a Television Movie
Bille Woodruff – “Drumline: A New Beat” (VH1)
Greg Champion – “The Gabby Douglas Story” (Lifetime Networks)
Michael Wilson – “The Trip to Bountiful” (Lifetime Networks)
Reggie Bythewood – “Gun Hill” (BET)
Stephen Tolkin – “A Day Late and a Dollar Short” (Lifetime Networks)
Outstanding Directing in a Motion Picture
Amma Asante – “Belle” (Fox Searchlight Pictures/ DJ Films)
Antoine Fuqua – “The Equalizer” (Columbia Pictures)
Ava DuVernay – “Selma” (Paramount Pictures)
Gina Prince-Bythewood – “Beyond The Lights” (Relativity Media)
John Ridley – “JIMI: All Is By My Side” (XLrator Media)
ANIMATED/CGI
Outstanding Character Voice-Over Performance – (Television or Film)
Jamie Foxx – “Rio 2″ (20th Century Fox)
Loretta Devine – “Doc McStuffins” (Disney Junior)
Morgan Freeman – “The Lego Movie” (Warner Bros. Pictures/Village Roadshow Pictures/Ratpac-
Dune Entertainment/Lego System A/S/VertigoEntertainment/Lin Pictures)
Tracy Morgan – “The Boxtrolls” (Focus Features)
Zoe Saldana – “The Book of Life” (20th Century Fox)


BET Honors 2015 to Honor Phylicia Rashad, Usher Kanye & more Feb 23 on BET




just announced on The View the 2015 recipients which include Phylicia Rashad, John Thompson, Dr. Cole, Usher, & Kanye West. Congrats to all the nominees to learn more about the nominees log on to www.bet.com/thebethonors

Monday, December 8, 2014

3rd Annual The Gentlemen Ball in Atlanta 12/7/2014


















 A special shout out and congrats to Darnell L. Moore who won the The Gentlemen of the Year award last night in Atlanta,Georgia as part of the 3rd Annual Gentlemen Ball founded by Juan & Gee Sessions-Smalls. For more info on The Gentlemen's Foundation please visit www.thegentlemenfoundation.org










Thursday, December 4, 2014

"Whitney" Lifetime biopic of Whitney Houston set to premiere Jan 17 2015 8pm






This #WhitneyHouston trailer from #Lifetime is riveting. Angela Bassett will make her directorial debut with the film, YaYa DaCosta Alafia stars as the late diva and, vocals from the biopic will be done by Deborah Cox. 





Friday, November 28, 2014

New Music: Frank Ocean "Memrise"

In the song, Frank seems really serious about a girl. He asks to come over and then proceeds to us how serious he is about this girl!
It’s been two years since Frank last released an album. His Channel Orange album was a major hit. He’s mentioned that he’s been working on a new album, but this is the first we’ve actually heard of it! We can’t wait to hear the rest!

Frank Ocean is back! Much to the delight of his fans, the singer has released the hot new track ‘Memrise’. The song is sure to get you in touch with all your feelings. Click to LISTEN below..


Tuesday, November 25, 2014

New Music: Jordin Sparks "How Bout Now Remix" from Bye Felicia Mixtape

Jordin Sparks mixtape "Bye Felicia" will be available at 11:11am later today and in advance of the release of the mixtape the diss song about her relationship with Jason Derulo has surfaced in its entirety, take a listen below.




Monday, November 24, 2014

New Music: Immature "Let Me Find Out"




Here new music from Immature, they are back with new music so take a listen and let us know what you think.



Saturday, November 15, 2014

20 yrs ago today #CrazySexyCool debuted by TLC

















Time flies when you are having fun,wow has it honestly been that long since the debut of the classic TLC album "Crazy Sexy Cool" the 11x platinum album had a string of hits from "Creep","Diggin on You",Red Light Special, and Waterfalls,was just of the notable mainstream stand out tracks but the whole album was great from start to finish.Cheers to TLC as being the #1 selling female group of all time.









Monday, November 10, 2014

WebSeries: FREEFALL Season 2 // Ep. 214














 After a month finally the folks over at FreeFall Series released the latest episode in this season get into episode 14 of season 2.



 

New Music: Kelly Rowland ‘Mommy’s Little Baby’ Lullaby

 Kelly Rowland delivered her first child, a boy named Titan Jewell last week, and today she released a lullaby dedicated to him entitled "Mommy's Little Baby" get into the song below.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

The Pain...

So on wednesday afternoon i had my wisdow tooth pulled, and when i say the last 3 days i have been in so much misery and discomfort. Ugh! smh but i digress, all because my dentist said my teeth was crooked. I should have stayed with my gut feeling and kept it moving. I so hate this feeling that i am going through, and nothing was wrong... Dammit jim, so for 3 days i haven't been able to really eat anything but applesauce and my right side of my face is swollen, which is so not cute and i can barely open my mouth fully. I am trying my best not to go crazy, but all i want to do is eat and not be in pain and discomfort. But hopefully everyone is having a great week thus far.

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Teyana Taylor debut album VII is out today

Teyana Taylor the google me baby singer is out with her debut album and i am quite impressed with the album, it has a lot of good songs on the album. Some of my personal faves include Do Not Disturb, Broken-hearted,sorry,maybe, business, and outta of my league. So make sure you go to iTunes and cop that album. Kudos on 7 and the long road on getting to this moment, Teyana.

Go Vote America!




Today is the day you excretes your right to make a difference in the world and to do your civic duty, i hope before 8pm when most polling locations are closed, you choose that right to do what is necessary.

Saturday, November 1, 2014

A New Month and a New Day...




Its a new month, and the year is almost over, how has 2013 been in the 11 months? so far its been a good and productive year, and as always grateful for the connections met that has made me even more of a better person.  Also learned a few things, along the way and moving forward i can make adjustments and keep it moving.  60 days till the new year, and i will continue to live it likes it golden.

Friday, October 24, 2014

Phylle "I Love Him" Directed By Mr 23





Atlanta based singer Phylle back with new music and video from his latest single " I Love Him" get into the video above and make sure you get all of his music off of iTunes.

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Jaden Smith - Blue Ocean (Official Music Video)




All this new music coming from Jaden Smith is pretty dope, he is so talented for his age,but that is expected,look at who is parents are,so its in his blood. Get into the Blue Ocean.

11 years later: Living Positive:Andre




5 years ago, I sat down with then blogger Darian Aaron and we talked about life as me living with HIV, as an update since that interview, life in great and i am now living and thriving in New York City and my health is great and relationship with my family is much better and we are on good terms. Please make sure to check me out on Instagram:andresflava as well as twitter andresflava and on Facebook andreallenjr.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Urban World Film Festival Opening Night of "Beyond The Lights" 9/16/14

The 18th Annual Urban World Film Festival opened up 2 weeks ago here in New York City and the film "Beyond the Lights" was the opening night film which brought out a lot of people including Lala Anthony, Amare Stoudmaire and the cast and director of Beyond the light movie Nate Parker and Gugu Mbatha Raw and Director Gina Prince-Bythewoods who i got a chance to chat with them, get into the interviews below:

Nate Parker talks Beyond the Lights







Gugu Mbatha Raw









Director of the film Gina Prince-Bythewoods


Thursday, September 25, 2014

Billie Woodruff talks Addicted movie,Drumline 2,music & more

One on One with Tyson Beckford talks Addicted movie,Chocolate City movie...




Last week at Urban World Film Festival Tyson Beckford walked the red carpet of the sneak peek presentation for his upcoming film "Addicted" which hits theaters on Oct 10 which is directed by Billie Woodruff get into the interview above.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Andresflava covers 2014 Urbanworld Film Festival for second consecutive year starting Wed in nyc

2014 Urbanworld Film Festival | News One




Andresflava Media will be on hand for the second consecutive year as we cover the Urban World Film Festival which kicks off Wednesday here in New York City. For a complete list of films log on to www.urbanworld.org and check out our instagram all week "andresflava" for updates through out the festival and a complete wrap up of the 5 day event on Monday Sept 21.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Monday, September 8, 2014

Jazmine Sullivan performs in Brooklyn 9/7/14




Jazmine sullivan performs in Brooklyn singing "dumb","Bust your windows" as part of essence Magazine's block party essence street style. Get into the performance.

Jazmine Sullivan performs new singles "Stupid girls" & "Forever don't la...















 Jazmine Sullivan performed on Sunday afternoon in Brooklyn as part of Essence Magazine Block party which took place in the dumbo area of Brooklyn under the Manhanttan Bridge Arcgway. Jazmine sung both of her new singles off of her upcoming album entitled "Reality Show" she sang "dumb" which features meek mill as well as "stupid girls and her latest single which is getting rave reviews which debut a few days ago "Forever Don't Last" Get into the performance above.

Thursday, September 4, 2014

New Music: Adele- "You'll Never See Me Again & Never Gonna Leave You"









Folks have been waiting for almost 3 years for new music from Adele well your wishes have been granted here are two songs from her past album "21"




You'll Never See Me Again.



Never Gonna Leave You

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Bry'Nt - "Explain - Part II" (Music Video)














 Gay rapper Bry'Nt is back with a new video for "Explain-Part II" get into the video and as always Bry'Nt does his thing. Download the song on iTunes now https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/explain-ep/id911973466 



Monday, September 1, 2014

Maxwell added to Global Citizen Festival in NYC 9/27/14 Central Park




Just added to the Global Citizen Festival R&B crooner Maxwell announced via his Instagram that he will be participating in the festival,which takes place on Saturday September 27 in New York City in Central Park. The free ticketed event last year had Alicia Keys as one of the headliners. This years big ticket draw will be Jay-Z along with The Roots, Carrie Underwood, No Doubt and more. globalcitizen.org/festival for more information.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Webseries: Judys Season 2 premier Episodes 1&2





YouTube web series JUDYS returns for its second season, premiering "The Exquisite Art of Moving the Fuck On" and "Date Like a D***, F*** Like a F**," the first two episodes of the new season on its YouTube channel Recreational Drama (YouTube.com/RecreationalDrama).

Picking up two weeks after the many events of last season, the adventures of Macen Givens (G'Mar Morton), Carvin White (Corey Pope), Ezell Frazier (Ryan Pitts) and Harper Campbell, played by the show's creator, writer and director Casey Hamilton, continue with new themes and the classic, cutting one-liners the series has become known for.

"This is the season we get to explore all the things we didn't get to really address last season--particularly love and relationships and the challenges of dating in Atlanta or in modern-day 'gay world' so it's a lot more grown-up in a sense but still colorful, still comedic and still JUDYS," says Hamilton of the new season dubbed as "#SEASON2BOO."

Premiering last year, the self-described "comedy about drama" has since gained over 4,000 YouTube subscribers of a variety of backgrounds.

"The show centers on a group of 20-something friends, referred to as 'judys,' and deals with experiences and language that are very specific to gay men but it's quite nice to see women, straight and gay, become such a dedicate part of our audience. I believe that our themes and issues are relatable to all and if nothing else, anyone from any walk of life can appreciate something that makes them laugh. I'm very proud that our little show is able to do this, even with it being a completelyindependent production."

To help with the costs of producing a scripted show independently, fans are able to contribute via GoFundMe (gofundme.com/Judys), which Hamilton fully endorses and encourages.

"JUDYS is a true passion project--I put this show out because I enjoy putting it out. This is one of many stories that I feel need to be told that happen to deal with the gay community and I didn't want the niche that it happens to fall in or lack of funding, deter it from ever seeing the light of day so I just did it on what I had to do it with. And now, we're in our second season so that feels great."




Episode 1





Episode 2

Out on the Hill: Black LGBT Leadership Summit Sept 24-27 Washington DC






The National Black Justice Coalition (NBJC) is a civil rights organization dedicated to empowering Black lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) people as it works to achieve the mission of eradicating racism and homophobia. As America's leading Black LGBT civil rights organization focused on federal public policy, NBJC is hosting the 5th Annual OUT on the Hill Black LGBT Leadership Summit in Washington, DC, September 24-27, 2014.     For more information on "Out on the Hill log on to www.nbjc.org and register now. And see you all on the hill. 

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Meshell Ndegeocello "Love You Down" Afropunk 2014 8/24/14 in Brooklyn




Meshell Ndegeocello performs in Brooklyn at the 2014 Afropunk Music Festival so get into the clip of the her singing "Love You Down"

Monday, August 25, 2014

Dangelo closes out Afropunk '14 in Brooklyn at Commodore Barry Park













After being an hour late D'angelo took Afropunk music festival 2014 stage at 930pm in Commodore Barry Park and performed none of his songs but 1 and didn't even do his allotted hr time slot. Very disappointed. But it was good to see him nevertheless since he rarely performs.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Black Life Matters Ride PSA: Call for Riders to Ferguson,Missouri Labor Day Weekend Aug 28-Sept 1




On August 28th, the “Black Life Matters Ride” an initiative of #BlackLivesMatter will bring Black folks and anti-racist allies from across the country into Ferguson, Missouri, as part of a national call to end state violence against Black people.

The “Black Life Matters Ride” is a call to action, a slogan under which Black people can unite to end state sanctioned violence both in Ferguson, but also across the United States of America. In addition, it aims to end the insidious and widespread assault on Black life that pervades every stage of law enforcement interactions; be it in custody or in our communities.

Voguing Train by Kemar Jewel (ft. Legendary Champagne Icon)

We Went: Justice For Michael Brown (Journey to Ferguson,Missouri)

















Last week my good friend Darnell Walker traveled from DC area to Ferguson,Missouri to witness first hand the unrest taking place after the shooting death of 18 year old unarmed Michael Brown who was killed on Aug 9. Take a look at the powerful video. Also make sure to check out the www.cleverbastard.com

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Watch "World Star Hip Hop founder talks The Field:Miami,positivity and negativity of Worldstar and more"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXkRx9hnTtQ&feature=youtube_gdata_player



 Last night got an opportunity to view a private screening of the Worldstar Hip Hip documentary The Field: Miami and in the 54 min piece takes a look at the lives of upcoming rappers in the game and how they live their lives in various sections of Miami. The documentary has cameo appearances by two miami rap icons who don't get their just dues in the hip hop industry Luther "Uncle Luke" Campbell and Trick Daddy. The documenrary shows you that's there more to Miami than South Beach. Make sure watch the documentary Aug 18 on www.worldstarhiphop.com and the above video is question and answer session with Worldstar Hip Hop founder Q.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Webseries: FREEFALL season 2 // Ep. 210

Bros Before Hos (Pilot Presentation)


Check out the pilot presentation " Bros Before Hos" is written by Benjamin Cory Jones takes a comedic look at three brothers, 2 straight and 1 gay on their search to find love. Bros Before Hos is being pitched to major networks (BET, Comedy Central, FX, etc..). Make sure you check out the 11 min pilot, So to help gain more exposure for this excellent series, please share the pilot presentation below on your favorite social media networks. Cant wait to hopefully see this on my tv screen really soon,because we need to see more african american content on tv for us and by us, because at the end of the day we are the only ones that can make a change to bringing us to the forefront.







Rapper DMX Rides Orlando Sling shot !!!HILARIOUS!!!

Webseries: "Roomieloverfriends" | Episode 3 of 9 [Season 3]

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

D'Angelo to Headline Afropunk in Brooklyn Aug 23-24 Commodore Park







AfroPunk is “the most multicultural festival in the US,” the word AFROPUNK itself has become synonymous with open-minded, non-conforming and unconventional, placing the institution at the epicenter of urban culture inspired by alternative music.
Adamant in promoting diversity, the festival stage is always studded with music’s most distinct acts. 


To purchase tickets log on to https://www.eventbrite.com/www.afropunkfest.com 

Early Morning Rambling..




The search and longing for love that will never come in my opinion. I have always long for the love and have never really felt what it is. There where several instances when I thought i had finally found only to be deceived by what was probably strong lust. I am a loner, and i have come to the realization that i will always be alone, and i have accepted that and in some case, i believe its a good thing. I can only count on me at the end of the day, even though others can count on me if and when the times comes, but when its my turn in need, its always disappointment. They say you shouldn't put your trust in man, but its my nature too and slowly and surely i have been learning not to get to excited so easily over any situation which i foresee could be a positivity stride in my life. No there is no negative thoughts, because am in constant positivity of what life challenges are ahead.  Pressing forward as i always do with every hurdle, i am indeed a survivor of the bumpy roller coaster. I am optimistic though that one day love will take over.  Until that time all i have is me.